Never beg someone to love or be with you, because when you do, you give them the power to use and walk all over you. When someone truly loves you, their actions will show and prove it to you, and you will never have to convince or beg them to love or be with you.
Never beg to be loved.
Don’t try to force things with him, you can’t force consistency. You can’t force attention. You cant force effort. You can’t force chemistry. You can’t force understanding. You can’t force patience. You can’t force honestly. You can’t force loyalty. You can’t force commitment. You can’t force a connection. The love that used to be there is no longer there and it hasn’t been for awhile and as much as you want it back. You can’t force it to happen because by forcing it, you’re only making things worse. You are actually forcing other things to happen. You are only driving him further away you. You are only causing more distance between you two. You are only building more resentment towards one another. You are only giving more reasons not to care. You are only showing him how controlling you can be. You are only implying how desperate you are. Don’t do that to him, but more importantly, don’t do that to yourself. To you, you are fighting to make things work and to save the relationship, but the truth is you are only disappointing yourself when things don’t meet the expectations you’ve set and that’ll only hurt you more. Please, don’t hurt yourself for someone who genuinely wouldn’t affected to deeply if it were to end because it isn’t worth and it stopped being worth it awhile ago and deep down, you know it did. He may love you enough to stay with you, but he doesn’t love you enough to make you feel loved everyday anymore. And that’s not someone you should waste anymore of yourself with. So, stop forcing love because it’s either there or it isn’t and if it isn’t, you shouldn’t be either.